I fucking hate school. I really fucking hate it!

This is supposed to be my last year in high-school, but with the way things are going, I may end up repeating my senior year! If I had to compare this situation with something, I'd say that it's like being a soldier who's supposed to be returning home, but then you're goddamn airplane takes off without you but with all the other guys on it! Fucking hell!

I never failed anything school-related before!
ANYTHING!!
The closest I've come to failing was last year's math class, when I pulled out with a goddamn D. Other than that, my report-card was all A's and B's before this fucked up year! I guess it's my fucking fault for expecting more out of myself and taking the shitty honor's courses instead of sticking to the original schedule and just getting a damn high-school diploma!
So, let me begin on why I thought it was a good idea to try and take honors.

Like I said before, A's and B's in normal classes last year. So my english teacher suggested I take an honor's english class, mostly because it would look good for college. Then, I learned about TOPS, which helps pay for college, but only if you get certain classes in your cirriculum. One of those classes was math. I figured that, if I failed it this time around, then I could try and retake it the next semester. What I didn't count on was that I'd get every hard fucking teacher in one goddamn semester!!! I HAVE NO FUCKING FREETIME ANYMORE!!!!

It takes me hours on end to do my math homework, same for my english, and my adv. composition and chemestry homework are left out to rot!
I don't draw!
I don't watch TV!
I don't play video-games!
I barely have time to take a shit when necessary!

Then, to top it all off, SENIOR PROJECT. The damn physical manifestation of evil! I hate instant fail projects! It makes everything else you're supposed to do null and void! Got an A on all your other tests? Too fucking bad, you failed the insta-fail project, bitch! Repeat the class!!

Bad news is that the damn project not only requires that you do it, but you also be up a mentor's ass for 20 fucking hours! Thank the Lord I was able to do so, considering the fact that, unlike everyone else, I'm a fucking homebody who'd rather not talk to a person unless absolutely nessecary! However, you also have to complete an 8-10 page essay (done) and a fucking portfolio, have a damn presentation, a speech memorized, and a damn physical portion\project for the damn class! On top of my normal homework, THAT'S FUCKING IMPOSSIBLE!!!!

Bottom line, the damn senior project is due next week, and I ain't got shit...infact, I'm ironically trying to get my math done as I vent my anger and frustration on here. But you know what? I don't give a damn anymore. Let me fail, get a damn normal job with half-decent pay. At least then I'll be happy doing it. Fuck, I don't even know how to do a portfolio.

If you actually read the rant, thanks. Off now, need to finish off homework...before one in the morning.